I had just realised I have spend more quality time with my family more than what I had since the birth of my elder daughter. What is this quality time that everyone have been talking about? Before my trip here, I had always thought that I have given sufficient attention to my family; I had cared enough; I had spent enough time teaching my daughter the basics of language. I am wrong. I had spend more time at work than committing more effort to see my children grow. Never had I spend enough effort to know my wife better, in fact I thought I had until now. Never before I knew so much about my daughter, her ranting and her romantic side when she whisper lovely sweet nothings before I turn in for the night. And now, I miss my Elissa, my youngest of the two daughters. Probably not the wisest choice to not bring her to US although I had spend hours discussing with my wife on how tough to bring her along as she just turn one; she would probably not remember anything anyway. How I wish I could turn the clock. Experience is something that cannot be replaced by any educational tools, just like how I knew Estella more.
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