As the saying goes...One year older, one year wiser.. I really hope that I had gain and matured over the past year.. While I continue to muster experience in life, finding relationship puzzle a challenge to fix. Money, money and more money.. It seems that my elders cannot get away of relating monthly allowances with me. They always "chase" me for the money but has not been remembering that I am still financing the installment of the $20K I had given them during my uni years.. With the allowance I am giving them, it works out to be almost $800/- a month.. While they feel that I am giving too little for what I am earning, they failed to understand that I am only saving as much as I am giving them...
They complain about the lack of visits I had paid with my small close family.. How frustrating at times, they just cannot understand as you grow older and career will take up most of my time during weekdays.. At times, my weekends are just a get away to get myself recharged, if I ever have one..
As I continue to hope that things will turn out better in the long run, it just seems that it is always the one step forward and 2 steps back.. None of my family other than my elder brother wishes my Happy Birthday today.. They may have always blame me for forgetting, not celebrating when its their turn, where is mine? Its not about being picky, its about fairness to me. I hope that they had been treasuring me as much as I have been, though visually they might felt that I am long forgotten, I have not..
Things will turn out better in 2010 as I try to bear my family another child of LIM.
Happy Birthday to myself..
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